Prison Playbook

I'm back into writing.

So Covid-19 happened and still happening. Congratulations to the mastermind, the engineer. You guys won & screw people’s lives all over the world. May Allah swt deal with you guys with the harshest punishment ever.

Also for ruining my grand exit from Indonesia as a student.

Lockdown happened and I managed to score DVM, with Honor for real.

And completed series of english and korean drama - one ofc them is Prison Playbook.

And I’m a prisoner of own thoughts and scry behaviour.

I almost kill someone today, everyday, if not myself. If killing sound overboard, I accidentally knowing or not knowing hurting people around me.

Prison. For real.

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